New start

Mom I got hurt, call 911, I got hurt with the thing I was jumping with, ok maybe not 911 I will get better. Oh and mom I lost the remote, spilled my drink, don't sell my dog cause he pee'd on the floor............... that was the last 20 mins of my life haha. I honestly don't feel like a patient person but seems I am more then I think. I have taken time to heal from the pain the last 10 years have given me, forgiven myself for making bad choices and removed the "walk on me" doormat. Things aren't easier, less stressful or perfect. But I do have better idea of what I want, ok with being alone and learning how to trust again....slowly.